Bukan Ku Tak Cinta Bukan Ku Tak Sayang

 Assalamualaikum wbt…

Rasanya kurang dah bilangan orang yang menjadikan Blog sebagai diari luahan hati…sekarang semua orang guna Facebook, Instagram, Tik Tok, Twitter bla bla bla yang dah macam jadi zikir kat mulut pulak setiap hari tak sah kalau tak jamah walau sekejap pun

Ok kalau tengok title or headline blog kali ni memang rasanya saya dah berada di tahap “I am experiencing an excruciating pain” & “it is no longer bearable”…

Rupanya in marriage you cant expect things always go your way. In my marriage, I guess finally after 7 years 6 months 8 days (haaaa orang perempuan memang selalu ingat mcm cite Dilwale) I HAVE TO LET GO THIS MARRIAGE. I am a weirdo and I dont fit Kelantanese way of life. Kelantanese guys they just beramal 3 main things:

1- Being loyal to his mom blindly. Even the mom interfere in your marriage life pun dia biarkan je. Mom dia sakitkan hati ko pun dia biarkan jugak. Mom dia touch ko xpe jangan ko touch mom dia.

2- Dare to spread lies for the sake of “looking always berakhlak” in the community

3- Not being able to protect you against anything when it involved any third party

Well, finally rasanya I need to put this to AN END. 

Bukan Ku Tak Sayang Bukan Ku Tak Cinta…

We have created so many memories together but I cant stop myself living in the cruelty you will do when you are unable to speak up and protect me dear future ex-husband

Afeeya has left us on 30/6/2021 and that caused me pain but what you have done it was a BETRAYAL that caused me more excruciating pain. I AM SORRY. The moment of TRUTH IS FINALLY HERE.

I hope Allah will ease the process and ease my post divorce process. Amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin

Sincerely,

Single-Mother-To-Be

Freedom!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62RAK4arstU

Unmatched Pcs of Puzzle

It has been quite sometimes since I wrote any post here. Currently, I am 35weeks pregnant and counting days to delivery date.

Puzzle. Anyone surely have had experience playing this game whether when you were kids or during your adulthood. You choose to start with a simple one (small and bigger pieces) or the most complicated one (very small 10,000 pcs set).

If you think of it the most complicated one potrays clearer picture and take longer time to be finished rather than a bigger pcs set of puzzle. We tend to appreciate the one that takes longer time to be finished. THE MOST COMPLICATED ones I mean. That's how is life. However, when the puzzle pieces cant be matched together or few pcs of them are missing, we tend to leave it and stop doing it.

That's just how I feel now. I left things that cannot be matched anymore. Being a postgraduate student in University of Edinburgh now requires me to have a very big commitment in life plus being a mother to 3 children demands more of my energy to work on this life commitment.

From time to time I have thought about this for so long and I realise I need to leave the pcs of puzzle that cannot be matched with me anymore. I become fade up which is not a positive attitude and not a good vibe to be in given my current condition as an expectant mother.

I believe Allah swt has fix the path for me and the pcs of puzzle which cant be matched in my life anymore. I cant really believe I am writing this post on my birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. I hope my wish come true and I will achieve the calmness which I choose to have in my life.

In Shaa Allah

=)

Edinburgh, Scotland, United Kingdom

A Sudden Fortune

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Good Day Dear My Brothers and Sisters...

A Sudden Fortune is the title I choose for my post today

Having A little girl after 2 years marriage is A SUDDEN FORTUNE

Being chosen as a person who needs to have a responsibility to manage the whole company is A SUDDEN FORTUNE

and the BIGGEST SUDDEN FORTUNE I got was in September...We managed to get back our RIGHTS

Give thanks to Allah (My Almighty God) for this GREATEST EVER SUDDEN FORTUNE

So what is it all about? We managed to get back the discretionary power to manage our resort at Perhentian Island. However, this is a temporary wealth lend by Allah to us

Hence, do enjoy the pictures of our GREATEST FORTUNE in life so far

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira My Dear Muslim Brother and Sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead My Brothers and Sisters

Wassalam

When You Feel...

When you feel people understand you, THEY ARE NOT
When you feel people can help you, ONLY ALLAH CAN
When you feel you need someone by your side, YOU HAVE NO ONE THERE
When you feel you are scared, PUSH THAT FEELING AWAY
When there is negative energy around you, BE POSITIVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN

I never know when "this" will come to an end. I just want to live a NORMAL LIFE. Is my life now is ABNORMAL? Yes, it is.

I can't sleep while other people sleep. I can't let MY HUSBAND feels how PAINFUL I feel now. I can't feel my stomach is FULL whenever I eat. I can't tell people how I feel each time "this" happen otherwise people will say I am CRAZY. I feel helpless NOW. I have NO MORE TEARS. My heart is WOUNDED. It is hurt when you tell then people say IT IS RIDICULOUS.

I HOPE "THIS" WILL END SOMEDAY

P/S: Hasbunallah Wa Ni'mal Wakeel, Ni'mal Maula Wa Ni'man Naseer (Allah is enough for me, Allah is the best Helper of all)

"JIHAD"

Assalamualaikum wbt to my Muslim brothers and sisters,
Good day to my Non Muslim brothers and sisters,

Now I am in the phase of understanding "jihad" in reality...

Everyone will experience difficulties in life and yet how he or she is going to stay strong and stand still when he didnt understand the meaning of jihad

A simple story during the time of Prophet Muhammad S.A.W where the Prophet and his followers are being isolated by people of other religion for 3 years in a village.

One night, his follower went out in dark to pee. While he pee, he heard his pee dropped on something hard, without any food supplies left he felt hungry. He realised he pee on donkey's skin. Then he took the skin back home and boil it to soften the skin and cut into pieces and eat it. Even he was desperate to get food for himself, he didnt stop his jihad to stand and stay strong as Muslims

Same goes to me now...My hurt and pain to realise that my in law hate me and my husband's siblings have tortured me physically taught me to stay strong in this life...yes, "sorry" can be said easily but the effect they gave me when I feel traumatised after being thrown on the ground by their own hands and when my husband was being caught by them in order to separate us...until today, his family never feel happy seeing us happy and always interfere our marriage life...

I truly understand the meaning of jihad for my marriage and also with that sadness Allah (my beloved God) reward us with baby...In Shaa Allah I will be due in January next year...this love sign from Allah is also another reason why I
need to stay really really strong to face anything that comes in my life...

I hope and do hope that this life of mine will end with khusnul khatimah (good ending) In Shaa Allah if Allah's will

Jazakallahu khairan kathira dear Muslim brothers and sisters
Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non Muslim brothers and sisters

CH0osE y0uR paTh, GOD wiLl DefiNiteLy GUidEs YoU

Assalamualaikum w.b.t to my Muslim friends,

Good Day Brother and Sisters,

We have a lot of offerings in life...Choose whatever path that you like BUT make sure u know the consequence even not MUCH

Sometimes things can be good for us as we think it is INSTEAD it is a bad thing for us which will affect us the whole life.

Same goes to me...I chose a path where all people will say it is WRONG!!! yeah totally WRONG they said...but one thing for sure in MY HEART deep in it, I chose that path because im afraid of being a SINNER not to say that im a no sinner...na na na nobody is perfect anyway

I am afraid of the punishment which I will get but I cant wait for the reward for what I've done...

MARRIAGE is the answer...no matter how it looks to others, I choose to proceed my life with being someone's wife...

and until today and til forever I will let My God, the only ONE, Allah, to guide me...In Shaa Allah

Baldwin Street, New Zealand

:)

Jazakallahu khairan kathira to my Muslim friends

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

You Said White, I Said Black, You Said Awesome, I Said Not Awesome!!!

Assalamualaikum wbt to my Muslim brothers and sisters,

A Very Good Day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters,

In Marriage:

Misunderstanding always occur...It is the TRUTH...sometimes it is even worst when we try to make up the misunderstanding...

Wrongly interpreted any message being sent to you is another worst situation especially in a marriage...it is not easy to face this unless you stay silent as long as you want until you are in a stable condition

No one would want to end up like this right???

ANGER will result from those two situations as I stated above...Owh GOSH sometimes I even feel I'm being tortured~ Owh NO I hate that feeling yeah

Even in giving opinion, sometimes marriage couples often have different opinion from each other and each of us try to win...the best solution is a win win situation...For example:

Woman : I want to eat at NOODLE!!!

Man : Ok, Let's Go

Woman : This is my favourite food

Man : This is so not my taste, and the soup you eat taste like woody and soup full of herbs

Woman : I will never bring you here anymore since you dont like it

Man : I can come but not with this type of dry noodle which I ordered

Woman : The soup taste the same too...even you order the noodle soup, you will never like it...next time you dont have to accompany me to eat here yeah

Lesson here: Woman tries her best to keep her man away from things that he doesnt like and yet the man tries his best to pretend he will like something else being served at that restaurant without even realising his woman understands that he doesnt like that type of food to be eaten by him...huh sigh sigh sigh

One more important thing is LEARN TO EXPRESS AND AVOID KEEPING ALL FEELINGS JUST TO YOURSELF FOR THE REASON YOU DONT WANT TO HURT YOUR COUPLE...IN FACT, THE MORE YOU HIDE THE MORE YOU HURT YOUR COUPLE

the lesson which we need to learn here is marriage is a process to learn knowing each other...even until the last breath of yours you will never know your couple very well and the only one who knows him or her well is Allah The Almighty

That's all from me for tonight's post hehehe :) stay calm and happy as ever

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

What about that song?

Assalamualaikum wbt to my Muslim brothers and sisters

A very good day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

Wow...it is a very heavy rainy day tonight...Well well well due to my inability to control my emotion because of the appointment this evening related to my final year project (the last step before I get my degree)...I CHOOSE to write a post here...and yet the post is closely related to the previous post

It is the story of how I found my one who is now my husband...I CHOOSE YOU is a song which suits our story...yes I choose him...I did choose him to be my life partner...How it begin?

There was a time last year definitely in November...1 year has passed where I thought I dont want to fall in love anymore...I am tired of falling in love anymore...and I cant stop myself from thinking I need someone in my life to be a companion someone who is willing to be with me and accept me the way I am...

And yes as what we can see in the lyric in the song where YOU COULD NOT COME TRUE, JUST LOVE'S ILLUSION...those are the words which came out from other people...however, I finally got through it and he is now my husband...not a love illusion...we didnt fall in love...how to explain? we just became friend and he said he want me to be his wife...I didnt accept that as simple as how we spell ABC...however, his title as someone's husband was not something that revolved in my mind at that time...I asked from Allah to show me the way and gave me hardships to continue with the marriage...

I am not perfect, I even did a lot of mistakes in the past...Mistakes which will hunt me until the end of my life...However, I am doing my best to prove my love to my husband once I became his wife...and the first day we met is the first day of my life being a wife to someone...

In contrary, I am under prepared when I became his wife...however, we finally got it alright coz I CHOOSE YOU...I love my husband with all my heart...and this is the memory which I will never erase and it will stay here as long as these words give life to thee

I am willing to leave everything for him...The best moment in my life since I became wife is the moment to stay by my husband's side in whatever circumstances...

If one day he asks to get married to another woman in life, all I need to do is never stop loving him and give more and more to Allah as I am His servant in this world and the world hereafter...

IRONICALLY:

Dear husband:
My whole heart, Will be yours forever, This is a beautiful start, To a lifelong love letter

LOVE SOMEONE LILLAHI TAALA (BECAUSE OF ALLAH) for Muslim brothers and sisters

LOVE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF GOD for Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

That's all for now,,,

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

A Song Which Tells My Love Story completely,,,

 "I Choose You" by SARA BAREILLES

Let the bough break, let it come down crashing

Let the sun fade out to a dark sky

I can't say I'd even notice it was absent

Cause I could live by the light in your eyes

I'll unfold before you

What I've strung together

The very first words

Of a lifelong love letter

Tell the world that we finally got it all right

I choose you

I will become yours and you will become mine

I choose you

I choose you

(Yeah)

There was a time when I would have believed them

If they told me you could not come true

Just love's illusion

But then you found me and everything changed

And I believe in something again

My whole heart

Will be yours forever

This is a beautiful start

To a lifelong love letter

Tell the world that we finally got it all right

I choose you

I will become yours and you will become mine

I choose you

I choose you

We are not perfect

We'll learn from our mistakes

And as long as it takes

I will prove my love to you

I am not scared of the elements

I am under-prepared, but I am willing

And even better

I get to be the other half of you

Tell the world that we finally got it all right

I choose you

Yeah

I will become yours and you will become mine

I choose you

I choose you

I choose you

Next post will tell the detail of it...

Of Final Year Project and Marriage Life!!!~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

To My Muslim  Brothers and Sisters

Good Day

To My Non-Muslim Brothers and Sisters

Well well well it has been quite sometimes since I last wrote anything here (in this blog I mean)...

Life is sooo hectic as a final year degree student and also as a wife to a beloved husband...Even it is a polygamy type of marriage yet I am still act like a normal wife...wife is still a wife towards a husband doesn't matter you are first, second, third or the fourth wife yeah

Final Year Project:

This is the most important chapter in a degree student life...You need to write a thesis any topic which you deeply understand while doing a practical training in any company that you wish and got approved by the university for 21 weeks...owh that is quite challenging you know...well I am experiencing it now...that's why I can make that statement heheh....

Without strong support from my beloved husband, Phyruzal Mohd Rajali...I might not be able to stand still in this condition...Yeap his presence is like a chipsmore by my side but his attention towards me is sooooo undivided...he gave me full attention...well in marriage who did not slip their tongue when they communicate? we are human being learn to be perfect for each other as much as we can

The topic of my final year project? It should stay as a secret...But it is not as powerful as what I have in my thought before...but I believe Allah knows the best for us...I hope I will finish writing up my Final Year Project excellently and also become one of first class degree holders in year 2015 during my graduation day...not for any intention to boast to other instead to make myself proud and make my husband feel happy so do my beloved mama...they are waiting for that day to happen...:)

Polygamy (My marriage):

It is sweet though...Yes full of hardship but yet still too sweet for me...coz my husband is such a sweet guy...he has too much patience to stay in this path...I have to admit the first wife still cannot accept the fact that I exist by hubby's side at present...I am no one to cure her heart...I never dreamt of being a second wife either...but who knows? yes people will mock me and say bad things to me...But trust me...I never ask for this...But who am I to say NO to His fate???

Polygamy should strengthen the bond between ummah of Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h instead of creating more enemies in life...It is not the polygamy that is wrong...If you say it is wrong then it is a big sin since Allah S.W.T Himself allows polygamy...The one that is wrong is the people whose involve in this type of marriage...

It is not only the husband carries the role to harmonise this type of marriage but the wives also carry those roles...if the wives quarrel with each other, how on earth the husband will stay calm? hence, for those who is in the same situation as me...please please and please give full support to your husband...learn to accept the fact his love does not belong to you alone...If you are sooo greedy to have your husband only just for yourself, why you never ask to have Allah just for yourself??? Coz you have the answer for that I am sure...nothing in this world belong to us...not even a husband...

The media nowadays bring bad image related to polygamy and also goes to newspapers which only publish bad effects of this type of marriage...open your eyes people...see it yourself...if someone said your hubby is a sex maniac??? so what??? at least he get it through a halal way...women, you are not in my shoes and im not in your shoes either...so we shouldn't judge each other...

If the world know me, I would say "my marriage is never wrong" until the last breath of mine...and I am happy with this marriage...as I always said and I accept any tests and hardships which will happen now and then...In Shaa Allah coz the heaven is too sweet to be given to us without any tests from Allah...

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters...

Wassalam

Reality of LIFE~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh wamaghfiratuh waridhwanuh to my Muslim brothers and sisters and A Very Good Day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters...

All almost 23 years of my life, there had been series of turning points arranged by Allah to make my life become better and much much better,,,I always believe His plannings have wisdom behind it...

Being offered to study in Scotland but a not flying colours result wouldnt allow me to be there...The result is just an asbab or a reason instead Allah already planned for me not to step my foot in the land of Scotland...In Shaa Allah I will be there for a tour :)

I was sick for 6 years and that was another turning point in my life...I gave up on myself and I even said I want to sell fried bananas for life to survive...loollzzz...However, Allah gave my mama a heart full of strength to be my companion and supportive in my academic life and here am I now...

All those incidents above looked like a big test for me which comes from Him,,,I thought it would end at that point and I was wrong...The biggest test I experience is now...my marriage...being a second wife...which I never feel so,,,anyone can say that I am a home wrecker, I used black magic to get my husband from other woman, yeah yeah I am the sorcerer and I am the evil here...To be honest, I accepted this incident as His will...

My husband treated me like I am a princess...Who says being a second wife cannot get a piggy back ride when I wanted to step down from a boat??? Yes, it is hard for all women outside there to understand why I choose this position...dear my brothers and sisters, I didnt choose but Allah moved my heart to accept and redha...To say the word redha, everyone can say it but it's very hard to be put in action...since i got married my friends said I look cheerful, happy go lucky and always full of spirit...hahaha...who said second wife always feel sombre, sad and need sympathy? lolzzz...anyway...This is Me and I am proud to be chosen by Allah to be in this path

People may judge me but if they would be in my place one day, they would never say anything...each and every of us has different story in life...And I like this reality of my life and I will say my marriage is not a wrongful and sinful towards anyone...Allah has planned this for me and as His follower I am obliged to this plan and who am I by His side to deny this powerful reality of my life

The man does not belong to any of us instead he belongs to Allah and we only being lent with his presence to get his redha to reach the immortal Heaven,,, (^_^)

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters...

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Patience

"EASY TO SAY BUT IT IS THE HARDEST THING TO BE PUT IN ACTION"

Jazakallahu khairan kathira

Have A Nice Day Ahead

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H.O.P.E Is What We Called IT

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh wamaghfiratuh waridhwanuh to my dearest Muslim brothers and sisters,

Good day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters...

What Am I going to share today? H.O.P.E

As a human being everyday we hope to get this and that and we hope to do this and that...We are decision makers of the day because we are the one who choose to eat, to go to work or not or other things that we do everyday...HOPE is a 4 letter word easy to say easy to spell but hard to be a reality...

I am sooo curious to know what is HOPE in life and yet what I found was just sooo mesmerizing...HOPE should come with a so called other action called "Practice" or "Amal"...

A quote from Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h.:

"Knowledge can only be gained through learning. The softness can only be gained when you put the effort to become soft. Those who are searching for kindness, it will be rewarded to him. those who preserve himself from badness, he will be preserved for it" (translated from Syarah Al-Hikam Jilid 2 page 27"

People, my dear brothers and sisters,

If we want A grade, put effort to get it...

If we want Allah, put the effort to get close to him...

dont just keep hoping on this and that but no effort...and do not hope things that are not meant for you unless you hope for something that you believe from Allah it comes and to Allah it will return...and once you hope and put the effort to get it and at last you dont get it? what should you do? increase your effort...ask from Allah and none other than HIM

That's it...the simplest formula of H.O.P.E

To my Muslim brothers and sisters, Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira...

To my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters, Have A Nice Day Ahead

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With Love as a humbled slave of Allah...In Shaa Allah

HECTICNESS

Assalamualaikum w.b.t to my Muslim brothers and sisters and good day to my Non Muslim brothers and sisters...

Alhamdulillah be thankful to Allah for the life that we still have today :)

Hecticness is not the reason for you to run away from what life tasks which you need to accomplish...Allah The Almighty hates procrastination and believe in Allah no matter how hectic you are in life, if you avoid procrastination, there will be no word "hectic" in your dictionary of life

Live life to the fullest for the kindness in the world and the world hereafter

In Shaa Allah we pray for that

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my non Muslim brothers and sisters

(^_^)

What Life Offers You?

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh wamaghfiratuh waridhwanuh to my Muslim brothers and sisters...AND
A very good day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters,

It is such a pleasant morning here in Malaysia...Alhamdulillah (Thanks to Allah) for giving me chance to stay alive in this world....

Throughout my almost 23 years journey in life, I have discovered many things and this journey of life is the arrangement of Allah for us...Believe or not His arrangement is always beautiful and makes you feel peaceful and calm inside your heart...

To anyone of us do we ever think WHAT LIFE OFFERS TO US? I do not want to touch much on other stuff instead I want to share what my life offers to me? yeap too many things life had offered to me and I am very grateful with that

My life offers me GREAT, KIND HEARTED and WONDERFUL people and they always surround me...we meet and we separate for a while and here I want to share a verse from Holy Quran as quoted:

"The believers are but brothers, so make settlement between your brothers. And fear Allah that you may receive mercy"

Surah Al-Hujurat verse 10 (42:10)

We, as a human being we should accept and never stop accepting what life offers to us as long as it is what human should do and not what animal should do, not what plant should do and not non living things should do...

Dear my brothers and sisters,

ACCEPT AND SEE THE MIRACLE OF LIFE...BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU GOT AND NEVER STOP SEARCHING FOR THE OFFERS...and the best offer you can get is Islam because it is Ad-Deen (the way of life) and it covers each and every part of our life

In Shaa Allah...May Allah bless us...in duniya and hereafter....Amin

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

(^_^)

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I Love You So

I pray to God

My heart, soul, and body

Every single day of my life

With every breath I solemnly promise

To try to live my life for you

O Allah, You did revive my soul

And shone Your light into my heart

So pleasing You is now my only goal

Oh I love You so

I love You so (I love You so)

[Chorus:]

Now I know how it’s like

To have a precious love in my life

Now I know how it feels

To finally be at peace inside

I wish that everybody knew

How amazing it feels to love You

I wish that everyone could see

How Your love has set me free

Set me free and made me strong

O Allah, I’m forever grateful to You

Whatever I say could never be enough

You gave me strength to overcome my uncertainties

And stand firm against all the odds

You are the one who did revive my soul

You shone Your light into my heart

So pleasing You is now my only goal

Oh I love You so

I love You so (I love You so)

[Chorus]

My love, my life, my days, my nights, my wealth, my prayers – all for You [x2]

And I swear that I will never put anyone or anything before You

My love, my life, my days, my nights, my wealth, my prayers – all for You

[Chorus]

 

Dear Muslim Brothers and Sisters,

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira

Dear Non-Muslim Brothers and Sisters,

Have A Good Day Ahead

Wallahualam Bissawab

:)

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Wipe My Tears Away~~~

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh Wamaghfiratuh Waridhwanuh... :)

A very good morning my dear brothers and sisters...Alhamdulillah we still have the chance to breath in fresh air today...I just finished cooking hehe...Just a simple lunch called "sardine in a can" just pour into the wok and cook it til it dry...ok enough with that...

Continue yeah...

Have you ever wonder who would want to hear your sadness when you feel sooooo sad? Who is going to wipe your tears away? Trust me!!! NO ONE but ALLAH AZZA WAJALLA will wipe your tears away with His love because He is Al-Wadud...Alhamdulillah...

Ever think of how human can just leave us while our tears flow and yet their promises are all fake but not Allah...His promises are all definite and will definitely be granted by Him In Shaa Allah...He never sleeps and He never has any Son nor being Son to anyone...And this is the wisdom behind this where He will always be there whenever we need Him...

Hence, choose Allah to wife your tears away...He had also promise those who committed sins, repent for your bad deeds and He will definitely forgive you...When you come to Him with mountain of sins, He will reply your repentance with mountain of forgiveness...Allah Allah Allah

:)

-Entlassen-

To My Non-Muslim brothers and sisters: Have A Good Day Ahead,,,

To My Muslim brothers and sisters: Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira,,,

Wallahualam Bisawab

You Never Walk Alone (YNWA)

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh... :)

Illustration purpose only...neither related to alive people nor those who already leave the world

I am borrowing Liverpool's quote...sorry to Liverpool's fans...Anyway YNWA??? Well well well dear my brothers and sisters life is life after all...AND??? LONELY??? Nah! Don't believe in that word...There is no such thing as LONELINESS...as being sang by Westlife- Loneliness Know Me By Name but TRUST and TRUST and TRUST "La Tahzan Innallaha Maana" means "Do Not Be Sad Allah Is Always There"

Allah is always there??? Yes! When you know Allah is always there, when anyone leaves you, you will never feel sorrow, sombre and all those negative feelings and that is the best stage of IMAN...called SWEETNESS OF IMAN a.k.a KEMANISAN IMAN!!! Who would not want that? If you want it grab it, if you do not want it just leave it as it is BUT trust you will definitely be REGRETFUL

And here am I, I worship Him and to Him I return everything and I will never question His happenings...There are things which we feel good for us, yet it deteriorates your innerself and this is why Allah will not let it happen for the sake of His love to you...Can't you see that? Open your eyes and the eyes of your heart to see how He actually treat us with full of love

The sincerity of Allah is being illustrated as the milk which comes out from the cow where the flow of the milk in the cow's body is between its blood capillaries...So, are we still want to give Him mixed amal? Think my brothers and sisters...I do trust He will and He will and He will NEVER LET YOU WALK ALONE...

P/S: Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to My Dear Muslim Brothers and Sisters
Have A Good Day Ahead to My Dear Non- Muslim Brothers and Sisters

Illa liqo' <----til we meet again

C0Ld!!!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh to my Muslim brothers and sisters and Good Day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters,,,

How cold is cold? Is it like the temperature of ice? That is freezing cold...or is it as cold as the snow? that one is not cold but that one is frozen...it makes you freeze and you cannot even move...Nauzubillahi Min Zalik...That is the power of Allah!!!

THE COLDNESS OF YOUR DEATH

O Believers! This is a good news for you:

Angels will come into each and every skin pores at your body to take out your soul...
At the first stage Angels enter the leg and move the roh up to your stomach, then another angels come and move up your soul from stomach to your throat and that is where the body is in "nazak"

To those believers! Gabriel comes and show its right wing and let you see the heaven that you will enter for your good deeds until you are smiling to get ready for your soul to come out from your body. You can easily say syahadah during your nazak

To those rebellers! Gabriel comes and show his left wing and you cannot stop screaming because you see how fierceful is Allah's punishment which is the Hell for your rebellious actions at dunya...

(For Illustration Purpose Only)

O Believers of Allah! The soul cannot come out from your mouth since it doesnt want to leave your body, then angel goes up and ask Allah how to take out the soul? Allah says from the hand, when the angel wants to take out the soul from the hand, the hand says you cannot take his soul out from the hand that gives donation to others with generosity and this is the hand that pamper the orphanages

Then angel goes up and ask Allah again...Allah says take it out from the eye, while the angel goes down and eyes say do not take it out from here because this eyes always cry because this person always have fear for Allah

Then angel goes up and ask Allah again, Allah says take it out from the ears and then ears say do not take it out from here since this ears always listen to Allah's sayings in Al-Quran and listen to religious talks...

Then angel goes up and ask Allah again, Allah says take it out from the leg and the leg says you cannot take it from here this is the leg that walks to mosque and stand at night to perform tahajjud...

Lastly, Allah says to angel write my Asma'ul Husna on your palm and show to the soul...And finally the soul comes out willingly...and as being narrated by Abu Bakar R.A: The soul goes to 7 places:

1-The soul of Prophets and Heaven's (Adnin) occupants
2- The soul of ulama' at Jannatul Firdaus
3- The soul of happy people at Jannatul Illiyina
4- The soul of syuhada' which flies anywhere they want
5- The soul of sinful mu'min which hang between the earth and the sky
6- The soul of sons and daughters of Believers of Allah which will stay at "gunung misik"
7- The soul of Rebellers (Kafir) which will always be in the Hell...

And the Jinn their body will be punished until Yaumul Qiamah (The end of the world)

Wallahualam Bissawab

Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Good Day Ahead to Non-Muslim brothers and sisters

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