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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

It is better this way

Maybe it is better for us to stay away from each other...
If He says you will be mine in the future
You will definitely be mine...
Nothing to afraid of
Isn't it?
Anatani Aitakatta desu yo...
Daisuki Na Hito...
I dont know why the feeling is there?
I am afraid...Totally afraid...
I am trying to ignore it but I just cannot do it~
:((

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Exam Mood

Assalamualaikum cinta...

Now this week until 3rd day of Ramadhan In Shaa ALLAH I will be very busy with my final examination for this 3rd semester...Today I just want to share my thinking about LOVE...Sometimes we do think that we want that person for us but he/she is not as good as you expected...You don't need someone who is rich but bad enough for you to live with...Not a LIAR...

I remember what someone said to me "If you have future, find someone who at least can think how to make decision and wise enough"...Academic is very important for you to live in life...You will be very tired living with the one who you always make decisions for and the one who never understand your needs...I am living with the one who lies to me loads and loads but I am still here with him doing this and that for him...Trust me!!! I am experiencing it...BUT all in all I am giving that one person a CHANCE to CHANGE!!!...For me he deserves it...

In the progress to change himself, life is not that easy!!! A lot of obstacles are there but stay patience and always believe that Allah is there to help you, to guide you in your life...I believe with the patience that I have right now, if he is not the one for me, I am letting him go...

I dont choose too much but at least I need the one who can think wisely, who can guide me to Jannah, who can make decision for me and my kids in the future...I really need that kind of characteristics...I am stucked right now...And what I can do is finish my degree and further my MBA while working and then keep life goes on until I find the TRUE ONE

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Sleepiness

Assalamualaikum,

here writing although feels very sleepy at the moment. can you believe that im such a sleepy person today? Yes, my brain cant really catch up much today...How do I get the sleepiness? Lack of sleep of course but why and how?

the answer to why question is because I choose to do so and the answer for how is simply just by answering I didnt sleep at all BUT it was a test for myself only. I am not doing it frequently. basically after this test I've done, I believe that we should overcome sleepiness since it might leads to 'dead brain'...

as a student and as a productive worker, we do not want our performance in front of lecturers and bosses to retard...So, please try to avoid having lack of sleep. When you need to sleep you must and it is compulsory you sleep...AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!! YOU CHOOSE WHAT TO DO NEXT

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Gunung Datuk - Teach Me To Be Patience


THE GREAT EXPERIENCE FOR THE BEGINNING OF NEW YEAR 2013

Subhanallah!!! Allah's creation is totally perfect...No DOUBT!!! Inna Maa's Sobirin...
I feel grateful that I am able to see all these...and hope to live longer to discover how great and beautiful is His creation...In Shaa Allah...


bro bear, little sis bear and little bro bear wahahha...anyway it was a great experience I had...Although I vomitted...gosh! that's such a shame...It never happened to me all these while when I went hiking at any mountains hahah~ Need to be more fit weyh!


The night when we arrived at Gunung Datuk...We couldnt start hiking since the wind was strong at the peak so the ranger asked us to start hiking after Subuh around 6am...we started hiking at 7 am instead after performed Subuh Prayer

My lil brother and me~ He's a naught boy hahaks..and the one sleeping over there is the otai hahaha~

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Seruan Hatiku


I dont know who you are
But my love is for you
He who I wanted to give this song...
GONE...

And He who will come and grab my hand
I will love you with all my heart
In the name of Allah
When I am "halal" for you
All myself belong to you and only you~

Dear, husband-to-be who I dont have any idea how you look like...
Listen to this
I will love you with all my heart
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

~In Shaa Allah~

The Moment

Here am I...
At The Moment of my Suffer 
After losing you from my life...
Walking through this pathway where I don't know where it ends

The Moment of My Happiness
Allah always give me one...
The Moment of longing for you
It will never stay...It fades away~

The Moment of My Loneliness
Living in The Moment without you...
How it hurts...
Do you feel The Moment of my suffer?

You never know coz
You just walk away
You just leave me with no traces
You are leaving all the burden on my shoulder

The Moment of Waiting
Feel like it has been years time flies by
While it takes several months
The Moment of The Truth


~A pathway with no ending but will be guided by Allah~

Heart, You Must Be Strong!!!

=)

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