Gunung Datuk - Teach Me To Be Patience

THE GREAT EXPERIENCE FOR THE BEGINNING OF NEW YEAR 2013

Subhanallah!!! Allah's creation is totally perfect...No DOUBT!!! Inna Maa's Sobirin...

I feel grateful that I am able to see all these...and hope to live longer to discover how great and beautiful is His creation...In Shaa Allah...

bro bear, little sis bear and little bro bear wahahha...anyway it was a great experience I had...Although I vomitted...gosh! that's such a shame...It never happened to me all these while when I went hiking at any mountains hahah~ Need to be more fit weyh!

The night when we arrived at Gunung Datuk...We couldnt start hiking since the wind was strong at the peak so the ranger asked us to start hiking after Subuh around 6am...we started hiking at 7 am instead after performed Subuh Prayer

My lil brother and me~ He's a naught boy hahaks..and the one sleeping over there is the otai hahaha~

Seruan Hatiku

I dont know who you are

But my love is for you

He who I wanted to give this song...

GONE...

And He who will come and grab my hand

I will love you with all my heart

In the name of Allah

When I am "halal" for you

All myself belong to you and only you~

Dear, husband-to-be who I dont have any idea how you look like...

Listen to this

I will love you with all my heart

FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

~In Shaa Allah~

The Moment

Here am I...

At The Moment of my Suffer 

After losing you from my life...

Walking through this pathway where I don't know where it ends

The Moment of My Happiness

Allah always give me one...

The Moment of longing for you

It will never stay...It fades away~

The Moment of My Loneliness

Living in The Moment without you...

How it hurts...

Do you feel The Moment of my suffer?

You never know coz

You just walk away

You just leave me with no traces

You are leaving all the burden on my shoulder

The Moment of Waiting

Feel like it has been years time flies by

While it takes several months

The Moment of The Truth

~A pathway with no ending but will be guided by Allah~

Heart, You Must Be Strong!!!

=)

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Do You Have Any Idea How Much I Miss Sir Wan Zul Azmi

Time flies by...

Al-Fatihah~

How are you Sir? Do you have any idea how we miss you very much? We do miss you very much and for that we will always pray you are happy in the world you are staying now~

Sir, I'll definitely go to Kelantan and visit you again this year...Definitely will do that...We will never forget you for what you have done for all of us~

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The pain comes again~

I thought it has fade away but then now my chest it starts to become painful again...very painful...i thought this feeling has come to an end but it does not...I just miss him very2 much...Hey why is this happening...Oh Allah, please let me know what I should do to get rid of him...tear his name away from my heart??? Please!!! I cant be like this forever~ I need him but I know I can never have him...NEVER!!!

Open your eyes,Jannah!!! Back to reality!!!

heart is sooo painful...Be strong oh heart~

Pernah sudah ku coba tuk melupakanmu

Namun aku tak mampu oh kekasihku

Tlah ku coba tuk jalani semua

Rasa cintaku yang tulus untukmu

*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.Net

Jauh sudah ku jalani arti hidup ini

Yang ku harap dapat buat ku berdiri

Biarkanlah ku jalani semua

Tanpa dirimu di sisiku lagi

Ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu

Tak mampu redupkan luka di hatiku

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

Sudah ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Meski ku masih ingin mencintaimu

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

Uoooo, uoooo, uoooo

Ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu

Tak mampu redupkan luka di hatiku

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

Sudah ku coba untuk meninggalkanmu

Meski ku masih ingin mencintaimu

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

(ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu)

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu oooo

P/S: KU TAHU KU SUNGGUH MENCINTAIMU~

Ku tak mampu oooo

Checklist For Me to Make Myself As Busy As A Bee

Ok Here Is My Checklist to Make Myself As Busy As A Bee and to avoid thinking much about him:

Daily Checklist:

• Prepare breakfast for the family
• Reading my trilogy novels
• Cooking and keep cooking til I dry haha
• Updating my diary...=)
• Meet my lover up there 5 times a day and more maybe to express my love for Him...In Shaa Allah
• Jogging
• Movies marathon
• Dinner with family

Weekly Checklist:

• Cleaning my room
• Tidy the house
• Cleaning cars (any cars)
• Attend driving classes

Monthly Checklist:

• Travel anywhere I want (jungle trekking bebeh)
• Bandung Visit??? (not sure yet)
• Improve my driving skills
• Download songs and movies perhaps
• Hang out with friends!

P/S:Yeap I can get rid all of those feelings when I am Busy...yes3