Pernah sudah ku coba tuk melupakanmu

Namun aku tak mampu oh kekasihku

Tlah ku coba tuk jalani semua

Rasa cintaku yang tulus untukmu

*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.Net

Jauh sudah ku jalani arti hidup ini

Yang ku harap dapat buat ku berdiri

Biarkanlah ku jalani semua

Tanpa dirimu di sisiku lagi

Ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu

Tak mampu redupkan luka di hatiku

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

Sudah ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Meski ku masih ingin mencintaimu

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

Uoooo, uoooo, uoooo

Ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu

Tak mampu redupkan luka di hatiku

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

Sudah ku coba untuk meninggalkanmu

Meski ku masih ingin mencintaimu

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu

(ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu)

Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu

Walau ku tak mampu oooo

P/S: KU TAHU KU SUNGGUH MENCINTAIMU~

Ku tak mampu oooo

Checklist For Me to Make Myself As Busy As A Bee

Ok Here Is My Checklist to Make Myself As Busy As A Bee and to avoid thinking much about him:

Daily Checklist:

• Prepare breakfast for the family
• Reading my trilogy novels
• Cooking and keep cooking til I dry haha
• Updating my diary...=)
• Meet my lover up there 5 times a day and more maybe to express my love for Him...In Shaa Allah
• Jogging
• Movies marathon
• Dinner with family

Weekly Checklist:

• Cleaning my room
• Tidy the house
• Cleaning cars (any cars)
• Attend driving classes

Monthly Checklist:

• Travel anywhere I want (jungle trekking bebeh)
• Bandung Visit??? (not sure yet)
• Improve my driving skills
• Download songs and movies perhaps
• Hang out with friends!

P/S:Yeap I can get rid all of those feelings when I am Busy...yes3

Stressful Day!!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Ya Allah I think today is a stressful day for me...Why? Coz I answered easy question with complicated and wrong answer...MasyaALLAH what a careless mistake...Another thing is heart still in pain and feel like it has been torn apart...How do I live without the ones I love when everyday I see him goes online, I know he is there and then I sent message but he never reply...LOL~

Anyway "Les Miserable" hurmm I want to watch it if I can find it...Another thing is...Am I able to cope with this feeling...the feeling of pain, the feeling of loneliness...I have no idea about that...2 more papers to go...the next paper is Operations Management which will be tested tomorrow at 2.15pm-5.15pm...Hurmm what should I do? Brain is getting heavier and heavier with the problem which I know will never fade in my whole life...

I dont blame anyone nor myself coz Allah has His own plan...You know what people? CINTA or LOVE is something that is sooo sweet either between you and your lover, between you and your family or between you and your friends...The spread of LOVE has no word to describe how wonderful it is...All in all appreciate any LOVE that surrounds us...

A moment we spent upset is actually a moment we lost the happiness in life

P/S: Heart needs to be strong...Our memory, I will never ever forget in my whole life...You are the love of my life and one of the best things that ever happened to me

:)

TURNING INTO PANDA

panda_eyes_girl

my eyes is getting "panda" and more "panda" everytime...I keep crying when I keep remembering about him...Hurmm I slept at 9.30p.m. and I woke up at 11.30p.m. with no intention to actually woke up from my sleep...Anyway, after that I keep crying and crying until 2.00 a.m. Is it worth it to cry for him? I MISS HIM VERY MUCH AND THAT'S ALL I KNOW...

Obina, how I wish I can hear your voice, your laughter, looking into your eyes and love you more than you love me...I don't know what's with this thinking...All I know it is very hard for me to deal with this feeling! Really2 hard...

panda_eyes_girl

All About Us

"All About Us"
(feat. Aaron Gillespie)

Take my hand, I'll teach you to dance
I'll spin you around won't let you fall down
Would you let me lead? You can step on my feet
Give it a try, it'll be alright

The room's hush hush and now's our moment.
Take it in, feel it all and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We're doing this right.

[Chorus:]
'Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight's shining it's all about us
It's oh, oh, all
About uh, uh, us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I've never felt
But it's all about us

Suddenly I'm feeling brave
Don't know what's got into me
Why I feel this way
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you, real close?

The room's hush hush and now's our moment
Take it in, feel it all and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me we're doing this right

[Chorus]

Do you hear that love? They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready? Oh, I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love? They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready yet? Oh, I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love? They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready yet? Oh, I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love?
[Chorus x2]

Cinta kan CITA2 dan CINTA?

When I look at Facebook, most of my friends dah married and engaged,,,Me? Seyes and honestly, xsabar dah nak bergelar jadi isteri orang...BUT I kene ingat cita2 i yang satu tu i kene kejar jugak no matter what...and YES, tips hari ni yang saye nak beri...Sila cari pasangan yang boleh memahami cita2 anda...I xkate obina faham i like 100% but at least he said, he will try to understand my eagerness and excitement to study abroad and do my master and PhD...

And you know what antara cita2 dan cinta, I believe I can balance them....Meaning to say that (haha ni ayat popular lecturer OPM i) walau bergelar seorang student, masih mampu bergelar seorang isteri...Kesian obina sampai bile die nak tunggu aku kan? 

Finally jawapan kepada soalan di atas tu pilihlah kedua2nye..cinta untuk seorang suami menjamin ke syurga dengan adanya ketaatan seorang isteri dan cita2 itu penting bagi mengubah nasib hidup seseorang...

=) love for my study n obina~

Cinta Mengalirkan Air Mata

Melalui cinta hati rasa bahagia...Melalui cinta hati boleh dilanda duka...Dengan cinta semua perasaan boleh wujud tanpa diduga,,,

Begitu juga buat diri ini...Cinta ku buat dirimu tak terkira banyaknya...Tak tertanggung rasa hati ini...Kuatlah wahai Iman...sesungguhnya kerinduan itu penguji iman diriku...Kerana cintaku pada dirinya amat mendalam kadang kala air mata ini mengalir tanda kebahagiaan kerana aku dipertemukan dengan dirinya...

Kerana cinta juga kadang kala aku mampu mengalirkan air mata tanpa dia membuat silap...Dirinya hanya kadang kala terlalu tiada masa untuk diri ku...Ya, aku amat merindui saat2 perkenalan kami dahulu...Semuanya berbunga-bunga...Tidak perlu ayat romantis namun semuanya penuh dengan kemanjaan si dia...

Aku mungkin xmengerti kenapa dia berubah...Ya, dia bukan berubah namun sedikit sebanyak aku mula dapat mengenali apa yang dimaksudkan dengan kematangan dan bagaimana seseorang yang bernama lelaki meluahkan rasa hati...Ya, dia amat inginkan perhatian satu masa dahulu...Jika aku mengabaikan dia walau satu minit, berbondong2 sms menerjah masuk ke dalam peti masuk sms hp ku...

Oh,abang...Mengertilah bahawa DIRIKU INI AMAT MERINDUI DIRIMU...

Mengertilah bahawa aku ingin kau menzahirkan kerinduanmu...

Jangan abaikan aku dan jangan kecewakan diriku ini...

Air mata ini mengalir demi menunggu dirimu untuk menjanjikan sebuah kebahagiaan untuk diriku ini...Aku yakin aku akan bahagia ketika aku menjadi yang halal buat diri mu masa akan datang

:'(