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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Abre Los Ojos...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....Abre Los Ojos

Why we need to open our eyes everyday? Is the one who is blind didnt open his eyes? Nah...Open the eyes of your heart...That heart of yours has an eye...Eye which will guide you in this life (duniawi and ukhrawi)

There's a song by Maher Zain:
Look around yourself, can't you see this wonder, spread in front of you, the clouds floating by, the skies are clear and blue, planets in the orbits, the moon and the sun, such perfect harmony...

Yes my dear brothers and sisters how wonderful is all that right? those are gift from Allah who is The Creator of the universe and human being...My main point is "Collecting Wealth Is An Endless Process of Life"...As being mentioned by Dr Abdullah 'Aidh Al-Qarni in his book entitled "Jadilah Wanita Yang Paling Bahagia", he wrote a story about this:

Pafyfer Brooke said,"I collected a lot of wealth, however, from my personal view, collecting wealth is a dangerous action with endless process and cause us to sacrifce the age and happiness...That is why I change my job into a field a like which is publication...Even it didnt give me much in return, this new job of mine will make my happiness turn into reality and I can serve the society..."

"This is the antecedent or my beginning to advice people to collect the wealth moderately and dont fall into this gamble of life...do the job you love where you can serve the society and feel the wonderfulness of having ample time for yourself"

"The one who is wealthy can only treasure a small part of that wealth...since he will leave those to the successors...He should realise,those successors who are not being left with that sudden wealth can be more successful if they use their "akal' and "akhlak"..."

The wealth created with no sweat, at the end will betray you, it will not be part of wonderfulness in your life instead it will become your suffer...The owner of this wealth will satisfy their physical needs with luxurious life and laziness...While their "akal" is empty and their youth become worthless until death invites him"

THE END OF THE STORY

P/S: My dear brothers and sisters, Abre Los Ojos...In Shaa Allah...Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim friends and Have A Good Day Ahead for my dear brothers and sisters...

Wassalam

(^_^)

panda_eyes_girl

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Ease This Life With...

Hey hey hello dusty blog...it has been quite sometimes I don't scribble my thoughts here...well well well...another 16 days to year 2014...Just a small sharing on how to ease your life... Ways to ease your life: 1-practice the art of "let the words enter my left ear and come out from my right ear or vice versa" when you hear someone mock you or when you hear something you don't favour... 2-never search for other alternative once your instinct told you that's the best for yourself 3-always be happy and avoid being upset...remember that every second you spend with sadness or upset is the second of happiness you give up and will never get back in life... 4-love who you want to love not love who other people want you to love 5-let pain teaches you the meaning of down and don't cause the same pain to others...otherwise you are screwing yourself Just 5 ways I can think art the moment and yeah this it's what I actually did and doing in this year and yet my life is full of happiness although there are moment of ups and downs GOODBYE YEAR 2013 and WARM WELCOME YEAR 2014 (^_^)

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Untitled!!~

As Life Goes On,
We Bumped Into Several Types of People With Different Behaviour,
Some of them act like there is nothing wrong with life,,,Act like "I have no problem at all"...
That doesnt picture yourself at all...
At some point we realise as we get older, we have more and more responsibilities towards our family, our life partner, our colleagues, our nation, our religion...blalalalala and so on and on

There is a story during our beloved prophet Muhammad S.A.W where one day there is a family live in a 2 storeys house...In that house, the husband and wife live together upstairs while the wife's father live downstairs...The husband is a traveller or "musafir"...One day before he left the house, he said to his wife, "while I am away, I will not give you any permission to go anywhere until I come back"...

When the husband is away from home, the wife's father is sick BUT the wife didnt go downstairs and visit her father instead she stays in her house upstairs and keep praying to Allah...However, the situation gets worse when her father died. She still stay in her house upstairs and restrain herself from visiting her father's disease...

Until the husband comes back, she goes out of the room and ask for his permission to visit her father's grave...Both of them went there together...

From this story, people asked Rasulullah S.A.W, " Ya Rasulullah, what is your opinion about this happening? Is there any moral behind this happening?" Rasulullah S.A.W answered, "The father is now in heaven...He successfully manage to guide his daughter to become a "solehah" muslimah and a loyal wife towards her husband. Hence, Allah gives him the heaven right after he's dead....Rather than the wife went to visit his corpse without the husband's permission, the father might not be able to get heaven"

The moral here, we read, we learn, we try to do it...As we want to get Jannah...Be a loyal wife, responsible husband, a good father, a good mother, a good grandfather, a good grandmother, a good aunt, a good uncle and so on and on....Things are very simple it is just sometimes we forget that Allah is there to always watch what we do...It is not the opinion of others that shape us instead how we want Allah to look at us is the one that should shape us in life...

P/S: In Life There Are Too Many Wonderful Things Waiting To Be Discovered...:)

Wassalam

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Aurora, Meteor Hurmm What Else???

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

As I said many times "In Life There Are Too Many Wonderful Things Waiting to Be Discovered" didnt I?

Yeap yeap yeap...

Ever heard about Aurora? The colourful lining at the sky up above there...curvy I think, and shine like a star? More shiny? Nah...Star is the most shiny...Lalalala~ So basically the post today is to tell about the beauty of Aurora...Here, In Malaysia we dont have such thing! Why? Because we are not experiencing any 4 seasons;summer, winter, autumn and dunno another one hehehe~

Here's the pic of aurora...which I dream to see while laying down on the grass of a big football field? or stadium or any place that is safe for me to lay down while watching the sky~

Here you go...the best picture of aurora that I can get huhuhuhu~ source: Google Image...Will I be able to watch the one like this? I have no idea at all...Hurmmm~

Next, meteor? Ok this one happened just recently...And I am sharing what did my friend captured...taraaaaa

ahah! this one is a good shot and the best shot will be awarded to:...........

this is the one that belongs to Chris Williams...The one that happened in Washington while at the same time it occur in Malaysia...Does that makes sense? Well when Allah said it will happen, it will definitely happen the way He wants it to happen...

Ok that's all for today!!! C.I.N.T.A towards the beauty of the sky~ :)

That's all for today! For Muslim: Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira and for Non Muslim: Have A Good Day Brothers and Sisters!

jaa ne...mata aimashou...

Wslm,

p.e.g a.k.a panda_eyes_girl...

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Everything Stucked Inside Here

To Mr/Ms Brain:

I do not have any idea why everything is stuck in you...I am sooo tired carrying the heavy brain of mine...How to make it lighter? I am not so sure about it...

What should I do? What would I do? Why am I thinking too much about unnecessary matters? I have NO IDEA at all...I hope things will be easy for me to face in LIFE...I always say that Life will not treat us with simple thoughts coz otherwise we will not know the meaning of LIFE itself...

:)

Trying to get back to empty minded for a while...

Friday, August 9, 2013

Decoding Of L.O.V.E

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I am in the phase of "Decoding of L.O.V.E"
I dont want to think about those feelings anymore...In Shaa Allah when the time comes, Allah will show to me whose name is written in the Luh Mahfuz...Wallahua'alam

In Life There Are Too Many Wonderful Things Waiting To Be Discovered...
It is easy to attract people to love us but it is hard to let the love stay with honesty and trust in it...
In the end it will hurt both of us...So, by doing so we are just wasting our time...We still have other tasks to accomplished as His "khalifah" on the Earth...
Let it be...
When it will be, it will be
Que sera sera

Ya Allah, I am begging you to show me the truth and give me someone who will hold my hand and lead me to "Jannah"...

May Allah Bless Us...


Raya!!! Raya!!! Raya!!! It's Raya People!!!


Ramadhan has come to its end,
Barakallah
May We Still Alive for the Coming Ramadhan

To All Muslims Friends of mine,
Happy Eidul Fitri...
:)
May Allah Bless Us In The World and The World Hereafter

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

It is better this way

Maybe it is better for us to stay away from each other...
If He says you will be mine in the future
You will definitely be mine...
Nothing to afraid of
Isn't it?
Anatani Aitakatta desu yo...
Daisuki Na Hito...
I dont know why the feeling is there?
I am afraid...Totally afraid...
I am trying to ignore it but I just cannot do it~
:((

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Exam Mood

Assalamualaikum cinta...

Now this week until 3rd day of Ramadhan In Shaa ALLAH I will be very busy with my final examination for this 3rd semester...Today I just want to share my thinking about LOVE...Sometimes we do think that we want that person for us but he/she is not as good as you expected...You don't need someone who is rich but bad enough for you to live with...Not a LIAR...

I remember what someone said to me "If you have future, find someone who at least can think how to make decision and wise enough"...Academic is very important for you to live in life...You will be very tired living with the one who you always make decisions for and the one who never understand your needs...I am living with the one who lies to me loads and loads but I am still here with him doing this and that for him...Trust me!!! I am experiencing it...BUT all in all I am giving that one person a CHANCE to CHANGE!!!...For me he deserves it...

In the progress to change himself, life is not that easy!!! A lot of obstacles are there but stay patience and always believe that Allah is there to help you, to guide you in your life...I believe with the patience that I have right now, if he is not the one for me, I am letting him go...

I dont choose too much but at least I need the one who can think wisely, who can guide me to Jannah, who can make decision for me and my kids in the future...I really need that kind of characteristics...I am stucked right now...And what I can do is finish my degree and further my MBA while working and then keep life goes on until I find the TRUE ONE

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Sleepiness

Assalamualaikum,

here writing although feels very sleepy at the moment. can you believe that im such a sleepy person today? Yes, my brain cant really catch up much today...How do I get the sleepiness? Lack of sleep of course but why and how?

the answer to why question is because I choose to do so and the answer for how is simply just by answering I didnt sleep at all BUT it was a test for myself only. I am not doing it frequently. basically after this test I've done, I believe that we should overcome sleepiness since it might leads to 'dead brain'...

as a student and as a productive worker, we do not want our performance in front of lecturers and bosses to retard...So, please try to avoid having lack of sleep. When you need to sleep you must and it is compulsory you sleep...AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!! YOU CHOOSE WHAT TO DO NEXT

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Gunung Datuk - Teach Me To Be Patience


THE GREAT EXPERIENCE FOR THE BEGINNING OF NEW YEAR 2013

Subhanallah!!! Allah's creation is totally perfect...No DOUBT!!! Inna Maa's Sobirin...
I feel grateful that I am able to see all these...and hope to live longer to discover how great and beautiful is His creation...In Shaa Allah...


bro bear, little sis bear and little bro bear wahahha...anyway it was a great experience I had...Although I vomitted...gosh! that's such a shame...It never happened to me all these while when I went hiking at any mountains hahah~ Need to be more fit weyh!


The night when we arrived at Gunung Datuk...We couldnt start hiking since the wind was strong at the peak so the ranger asked us to start hiking after Subuh around 6am...we started hiking at 7 am instead after performed Subuh Prayer

My lil brother and me~ He's a naught boy hahaks..and the one sleeping over there is the otai hahaha~

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Seruan Hatiku


I dont know who you are
But my love is for you
He who I wanted to give this song...
GONE...

And He who will come and grab my hand
I will love you with all my heart
In the name of Allah
When I am "halal" for you
All myself belong to you and only you~

Dear, husband-to-be who I dont have any idea how you look like...
Listen to this
I will love you with all my heart
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

~In Shaa Allah~

The Moment

Here am I...
At The Moment of my Suffer 
After losing you from my life...
Walking through this pathway where I don't know where it ends

The Moment of My Happiness
Allah always give me one...
The Moment of longing for you
It will never stay...It fades away~

The Moment of My Loneliness
Living in The Moment without you...
How it hurts...
Do you feel The Moment of my suffer?

You never know coz
You just walk away
You just leave me with no traces
You are leaving all the burden on my shoulder

The Moment of Waiting
Feel like it has been years time flies by
While it takes several months
The Moment of The Truth


~A pathway with no ending but will be guided by Allah~

Heart, You Must Be Strong!!!

=)

panda_eyes_girl

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Do You Have Any Idea How Much I Miss Sir Wan Zul Azmi

Time flies by...

Al-Fatihah~

How are you Sir? Do you have any idea how we miss you very much? We do miss you very much and for that we will always pray you are happy in the world you are staying now~

Sir, I'll definitely go to Kelantan and visit you again this year...Definitely will do that...We will never forget you for what you have done for all of us~

panda_eyes_girl

Monday, January 28, 2013

The pain comes again~

I thought it has fade away but then now my chest it starts to become painful again...very painful...i thought this feeling has come to an end but it does not...I just miss him very2 much...Hey why is this happening...Oh Allah, please let me know what I should do to get rid of him...tear his name away from my heart??? Please!!! I cant be like this forever~ I need him but I know I can never have him...NEVER!!!

Open your eyes,Jannah!!! Back to reality!!!

heart is sooo painful...Be strong oh heart~


Sunday, January 27, 2013


Pernah sudah ku coba tuk melupakanmu
Namun aku tak mampu oh kekasihku
Tlah ku coba tuk jalani semua
Rasa cintaku yang tulus untukmu
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.Net
Jauh sudah ku jalani arti hidup ini
Yang ku harap dapat buat ku berdiri
Biarkanlah ku jalani semua
Tanpa dirimu di sisiku lagi

Ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu
Tak mampu redupkan luka di hatiku
Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu
Walau ku tak mampu

Sudah ku coba untuk melupakanmu
Meski ku masih ingin mencintaimu
Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu
Walau ku tak mampu

Uoooo, uoooo, uoooo
Ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu
Tak mampu redupkan luka di hatiku
Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu
Walau ku tak mampu

Sudah ku coba untuk meninggalkanmu
Meski ku masih ingin mencintaimu
Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu
Walau ku tak mampu

(ku tahu aku sungguh mencintaimu)
Biarkan ku coba untuk melupakanmu
Walau ku tak mampu oooo

P/S: KU TAHU KU SUNGGUH MENCINTAIMU~
Ku tak mampu oooo

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Checklist For Me to Make Myself As Busy As A Bee


Ok Here Is My Checklist to Make Myself As Busy As A Bee and to avoid thinking much about him:

Daily Checklist:
  • Prepare breakfast for the family
  • Reading my trilogy novels
  • Cooking and keep cooking til I dry haha
  • Updating my diary...=)
  • Meet my lover up there 5 times a day and more maybe to express my love for Him...In Shaa Allah
  • Jogging
  • Movies marathon
  • Dinner with family
Weekly Checklist:
  • Cleaning my room
  • Tidy the house
  • Cleaning cars (any cars)
  • Attend driving classes
Monthly Checklist:
  • Travel anywhere I want (jungle trekking bebeh)
  • Bandung Visit??? (not sure yet)
  • Improve my driving skills
  • Download songs and movies perhaps
  • Hang out with friends!
P/S:Yeap I can get rid all of those feelings when I am Busy...yes3




Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Stressful Day!!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Ya Allah I think today is a stressful day for me...Why? Coz I answered easy question with complicated and wrong answer...MasyaALLAH what a careless mistake...Another thing is heart still in pain and feel like it has been torn apart...How do I live without the ones I love when everyday I see him goes online, I know he is there and then I sent message but he never reply...LOL~

Anyway "Les Miserable" hurmm I want to watch it if I can find it...Another thing is...Am I able to cope with this feeling...the feeling of pain, the feeling of loneliness...I have no idea about that...2 more papers to go...the next paper is Operations Management which will be tested tomorrow at 2.15pm-5.15pm...Hurmm what should I do? Brain is getting heavier and heavier with the problem which I know will never fade in my whole life...

I dont blame anyone nor myself coz Allah has His own plan...You know what people? CINTA or LOVE is something that is sooo sweet either between you and your lover, between you and your family or between you and your friends...The spread of LOVE has no word to describe how wonderful it is...All in all appreciate any LOVE that surrounds us...

A moment we spent upset is actually a moment we lost the happiness in life

P/S: Heart needs to be strong...Our memory, I will never ever forget in my whole life...You are the love of my life and one of the best things that ever happened to me

:)

Saturday, January 12, 2013

TURNING INTO PANDA


panda_eyes_girl

my eyes is getting "panda" and more "panda" everytime...I keep crying when I keep remembering about him...Hurmm I slept at 9.30p.m. and I woke up at 11.30p.m. with no intention to actually woke up from my sleep...Anyway, after that I keep crying and crying until 2.00 a.m. Is it worth it to cry for him? I MISS HIM VERY MUCH AND THAT'S ALL I KNOW...

Obina, how I wish I can hear your voice, your laughter, looking into your eyes and love you more than you love me...I don't know what's with this thinking...All I know it is very hard for me to deal with this feeling! Really2 hard...

panda_eyes_girl

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

All About Us

"All About Us"
(feat. Aaron Gillespie)

Take my hand, I'll teach you to dance
I'll spin you around won't let you fall down
Would you let me lead? You can step on my feet
Give it a try, it'll be alright

The room's hush hush and now's our moment.
Take it in, feel it all and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We're doing this right.

[Chorus:]
'Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight's shining it's all about us
It's oh, oh, all
About uh, uh, us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I've never felt
But it's all about us

Suddenly I'm feeling brave
Don't know what's got into me
Why I feel this way
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you, real close?

The room's hush hush and now's our moment
Take it in, feel it all and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me we're doing this right

[Chorus]

Do you hear that love? They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready? Oh, I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love? They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready yet? Oh, I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love? They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready yet? Oh, I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love?
[Chorus x2]