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Thursday, July 28, 2016

When You Feel...

When you feel people understand you, THEY ARE NOT
When you feel people can help you, ONLY ALLAH CAN
When you feel you need someone by your side, YOU HAVE NO ONE THERE
When you feel you are scared, PUSH THAT FEELING AWAY
When there is negative energy around you, BE POSITIVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN

I never know when "this" will come to an end. I just want to live a NORMAL LIFE. Is my life now is ABNORMAL? Yes, it is.

I can't sleep while other people sleep. I can't let MY HUSBAND feels how PAINFUL I feel now. I can't feel my stomach is FULL whenever I eat. I can't tell people how I feel each time "this" happen otherwise people will say I am CRAZY. I feel helpless NOW. I have NO MORE TEARS. My heart is WOUNDED. It is hurt when you tell then people say IT IS RIDICULOUS.

I HOPE "THIS" WILL END SOMEDAY

P/S: Hasbunallah Wa Ni'mal Wakeel, Ni'mal Maula Wa Ni'man Naseer (Allah is enough for me, Allah is the best Helper of all)