Assalamualaikum wbt…
Rasanya kurang dah bilangan orang yang menjadikan Blog sebagai diari luahan hati…sekarang semua orang guna Facebook, Instagram, Tik Tok, Twitter bla bla bla yang dah macam jadi zikir kat mulut pulak setiap hari tak sah kalau tak jamah walau sekejap pun
Ok kalau tengok title or headline blog kali ni memang rasanya saya dah berada di tahap “I am experiencing an excruciating pain” & “it is no longer bearable”…
Rupanya in marriage you cant expect things always go your way. In my marriage, I guess finally after 7 years 6 months 8 days (haaaa orang perempuan memang selalu ingat mcm cite Dilwale) I HAVE TO LET GO THIS MARRIAGE. I am a weirdo and I dont fit Kelantanese way of life. Kelantanese guys they just beramal 3 main things:
1- Being loyal to his mom blindly. Even the mom interfere in your marriage life pun dia biarkan je. Mom dia sakitkan hati ko pun dia biarkan jugak. Mom dia touch ko xpe jangan ko touch mom dia.
2- Dare to spread lies for the sake of “looking always berakhlak” in the community
3- Not being able to protect you against anything when it involved any third party
Well, finally rasanya I need to put this to AN END.
Bukan Ku Tak Sayang Bukan Ku Tak Cinta…
We have created so many memories together but I cant stop myself living in the cruelty you will do when you are unable to speak up and protect me dear future ex-husband
Afeeya has left us on 30/6/2021 and that caused me pain but what you have done it was a BETRAYAL that caused me more excruciating pain. I AM SORRY. The moment of TRUTH IS FINALLY HERE.
I hope Allah will ease the process and ease my post divorce process. Amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin
Sincerely,
Single-Mother-To-Be
