Exam Mood

Assalamualaikum cinta...

Now this week until 3rd day of Ramadhan In Shaa ALLAH I will be very busy with my final examination for this 3rd semester...Today I just want to share my thinking about LOVE...Sometimes we do think that we want that person for us but he/she is not as good as you expected...You don't need someone who is rich but bad enough for you to live with...Not a LIAR...

I remember what someone said to me "If you have future, find someone who at least can think how to make decision and wise enough"...Academic is very important for you to live in life...You will be very tired living with the one who you always make decisions for and the one who never understand your needs...I am living with the one who lies to me loads and loads but I am still here with him doing this and that for him...Trust me!!! I am experiencing it...BUT all in all I am giving that one person a CHANCE to CHANGE!!!...For me he deserves it...

In the progress to change himself, life is not that easy!!! A lot of obstacles are there but stay patience and always believe that Allah is there to help you, to guide you in your life...I believe with the patience that I have right now, if he is not the one for me, I am letting him go...

I dont choose too much but at least I need the one who can think wisely, who can guide me to Jannah, who can make decision for me and my kids in the future...I really need that kind of characteristics...I am stucked right now...And what I can do is finish my degree and further my MBA while working and then keep life goes on until I find the TRUE ONE

Sleepiness

Assalamualaikum,

here writing although feels very sleepy at the moment. can you believe that im such a sleepy person today? Yes, my brain cant really catch up much today...How do I get the sleepiness? Lack of sleep of course but why and how?

the answer to why question is because I choose to do so and the answer for how is simply just by answering I didnt sleep at all BUT it was a test for myself only. I am not doing it frequently. basically after this test I've done, I believe that we should overcome sleepiness since it might leads to 'dead brain'...

as a student and as a productive worker, we do not want our performance in front of lecturers and bosses to retard...So, please try to avoid having lack of sleep. When you need to sleep you must and it is compulsory you sleep...AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!! YOU CHOOSE WHAT TO DO NEXT