Friday, October 11, 2019
Monday, August 26, 2019
Unmatched Pcs of Puzzle
It has been quite sometimes since I wrote any post here. Currently, I am 35weeks pregnant and counting days to delivery date.
Puzzle. Anyone surely have had experience playing this game whether when you were kids or during your adulthood. You choose to start with a simple one (small and bigger pieces) or the most complicated one (very small 10,000 pcs set).
If you think of it the most complicated one potrays clearer picture and take longer time to be finished rather than a bigger pcs set of puzzle. We tend to appreciate the one that takes longer time to be finished. THE MOST COMPLICATED ones I mean. That's how is life. However, when the puzzle pieces cant be matched together or few pcs of them are missing, we tend to leave it and stop doing it.
That's just how I feel now. I left things that cannot be matched anymore. Being a postgraduate student in University of Edinburgh now requires me to have a very big commitment in life plus being a mother to 3 children demands more of my energy to work on this life commitment.
From time to time I have thought about this for so long and I realise I need to leave the pcs of puzzle that cannot be matched with me anymore. I become fade up which is not a positive attitude and not a good vibe to be in given my current condition as an expectant mother.
I believe Allah swt has fix the path for me and the pcs of puzzle which cant be matched in my life anymore. I cant really believe I am writing this post on my birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. I hope my wish come true and I will achieve the calmness which I choose to have in my life.
In Shaa Allah
=)
Edinburgh, Scotland, United Kingdom
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