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Sunday, June 22, 2014

Reality of LIFE~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh wamaghfiratuh waridhwanuh to my Muslim brothers and sisters and A Very Good Day to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters...

All almost 23 years of my life, there had been series of turning points arranged by Allah to make my life become better and much much better,,,I always believe His plannings have wisdom behind it...

Being offered to study in Scotland but a not flying colours result wouldnt allow me to be there...The result is just an asbab or a reason instead Allah already planned for me not to step my foot in the land of Scotland...In Shaa Allah I will be there for a tour :)

I was sick for 6 years and that was another turning point in my life...I gave up on myself and I even said I want to sell fried bananas for life to survive...loollzzz...However, Allah gave my mama a heart full of strength to be my companion and supportive in my academic life and here am I now...

All those incidents above looked like a big test for me which comes from Him,,,I thought it would end at that point and I was wrong...The biggest test I experience is now...my marriage...being a second wife...which I never feel so,,,anyone can say that I am a home wrecker, I used black magic to get my husband from other woman, yeah yeah I am the sorcerer and I am the evil here...To be honest, I accepted this incident as His will...

My husband treated me like I am a princess...Who says being a second wife cannot get a piggy back ride when I wanted to step down from a boat??? Yes, it is hard for all women outside there to understand why I choose this position...dear my brothers and sisters, I didnt choose but Allah moved my heart to accept and redha...To say the word redha, everyone can say it but it's very hard to be put in action...since i got married my friends said I look cheerful, happy go lucky and always full of spirit...hahaha...who said second wife always feel sombre, sad and need sympathy? lolzzz...anyway...This is Me and I am proud to be chosen by Allah to be in this path

People may judge me but if they would be in my place one day, they would never say anything...each and every of us has different story in life...And I like this reality of my life and I will say my marriage is not a wrongful and sinful towards anyone...Allah has planned this for me and as His follower I am obliged to this plan and who am I by His side to deny this powerful reality of my life

The man does not belong to any of us instead he belongs to Allah and we only being lent with his presence to get his redha to reach the immortal Heaven,,, (^_^)

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah



Jazakallahu Khairan Kathira to my Muslim brothers and sisters

Have A Nice Day Ahead to my Non-Muslim brothers and sisters...

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